That was a more complicated question, but Obi-Wan had put 25 years between the present and what had transpired on Melida/Daan. It didn't plague him the way it had for some time after the fact, when he'd still effectively been a boy, not even a young man.

But of course, much of the context surrounding his return was unnecessarily complicated, and he didn't have cause to share most of it with Ferus. Little of it made any difference any more, as much as it would always be a part of him.

Nield turning on him. Cerasi's death. Their hard-won but fragile peace nearly shattering.

"Suffice it to say," Obi-Wan summarized, "that I did not fit in very well outside of the Order. I later called my Master back to help settle a dispute and found myself deeply missing working with him."